mogisiCumreb CurCuliT!... idumali xmiT, cremliani TvalebiT, mfeTqavi guliT, mTrTolvare xelebiT, sevdiani fiqrebiT, naRvliani mzeriT, bneli sulis sunTqviT da danisluli mogonebiT...

me es CurCuli ZilSic Camesmis da gabmuli xmiT meZaxis Cumad, mealerseba da meubneba ".........”! ici? im Rames vinatre damsizmrebodi...

Cumad Cems sulSi dadixar da mitoveb tkivils,

gnatrob Tumca velodebi sazarel tkivils,

Cemi fiqrebi rCeba, magram sicocxlis dReebi midis...

Senze fiqrSi dro gadis da mitoveb mZime tkivils, me meSinia Seni dakargvis. Mmuxlmodrekili vloculob Senze, Cemi xati xar sanTliT nagebi da me ufals vTxov arasodes Camiqros is sanTeli, romelic Cems gulSia, rom marad iyo Sen Cems sulSi.

Znelia ipovo sityva grZnoba Cems gulSi, radgan Tavad Cemi gulia grZnoba da me Sen gulis romeliRac nawili ki ara, aramed me Sen mTeli guli dagiTme. Ngnatruls gnatrobdi ukve didi xnis. dageZeb Tumca, rom melandebi, Seni aCrdili Tan damdevs ukan. Tu me is bedniereba mergo wilad, rom Zebna damiwyo, Sengan moSorebiT nu momZebni, radgan icode da gaxsovdes, rom me mTeli Cemi "me”-Ti SenTan var da Sens irgvliv vtrialeb. vcdilob Sevisuntqo is surneli, romelsac Sen guluxvad afrqvev... maS ase, me vwer imas, rasac vfiqrob da vambob imas, rasac vwer!...

_..........._ Sens mSvenier, umanko suraTs vuyurebdi da akankalebuli xelebiT Seni saxis yovel nakvTs veferebodi. iseTi SegrZneba mqonda TiTqos Sens suraTs ki ara, Tavad Sen Segyurebdi. saubari mindoda SenTan da xmas ver viRebdi, ar vici es risi brali iyo. Sen suraTidan mimzerdi, Tvali TvalSi gamiyare da TiTqos TvalebiTve magrZnobinebdi, rom gambedaoba myofnoda da meTqva rasac vfiqrobdi. Seni damatyvevebeli suraTi naTels hfenda mTel oTaxs da raRac gansakuTrebul iers aZlevda. am suraTTan erTi wamiT gaCerebac ki daatyvevebda nebismier, siyvarulis cecxlSi damwvar rainds. iq, arc Tu naklebi grZnobebiT da gancdiT, raindis nacvlad, me viyavi. mousvenrad vmoZraobdi suraTis win da yoveli nabijis gadadgmaze Seni Tvalebi usityvod momyvebodnen. Semdeg Sens win SevCerdi da raRacis molodinSi gatrunuli videqi.

_ ici ramdeni ram Seicvala Cems cxovrebaSi im dRidan, rac Sen gauCinardi? Tavidan ver gavaanalize momxdari situacia, magram rac ufro dro gadioda, Cems guls siyvarulis cecxli ukve didi xnis wakidebuli hqonda da ferfladac ki iqceoda, magram mxolod Seni saxelis xsenebac ki sakmarisi iyo, raTa guls cremli moreoda da cecxli, romelic guls miwvavda, erTianad STaenTqo. vcdilobdi gonebidan yvela da yvelaferi wameSala. Bbevri ram marTla miveci daviwyebas, magram Seni saxe da saxeli Cemi mexsierebis farglebs gascda da ara marto Cems gulSi, Cems damwvar gulSi, aramed Cems Seryeul sulSic ki daimkvidra adgili. me ver vcnobdi veravis, me ver vxedavdi verafers. Tvalebze bindi gadamfarvoda da am bindSic mxolod erTs vxedavdi _ es Sen iyavi, Sen iyavi mTeli Seni mSvenierebiT: Taflisferi, sicocxliT savse TvalebiT, Txeli warb-wamwamebiT, patara, koxta cxviriT da sisxlisferi, momajadovebeli bagebiT, romelze kocnac CemTvis ausrulebel ocnebad iqca. vcdilobdi yovelnairad, rom mimxvdariyavi Tu ra uzomod miyvardi, magram es ver SevZeli, me Sen, Cemi Sendami siyvaruli ver daganaxe. an iqneb ar dainaxe?! albaT, ver daganaxe. me yovel Sens danaxvaze guli mZimed micemda, araritmulad xtoda saguleSi _ Seni danaxva uxaroda, rogorc Cems Tvalebs, romlebic Sens danaxvaze sixarulisagan farTovdebodnen. ici Seni gauCinarebiT ramxela travma momayene?! magram me araferSi gdebdi brals, ar SemeZlo Cemi Tavi im azramde mimeyvana, rom SenSi, damnaSave damenaxa. rac ufro dro gadioda tkivilis Semsubuqebis magier, piriqiT, Wrilobebi, romelic Cemma gulma miiRo, nel-nela mexsneboda. me Seyvarebuli viyavi qalze, romelsac Seni saxeli erqva da ra gasakviria, rom es Sen iyavi? Sen xom im xelovnebis qmnileba xar, romelic bunebaSi adamianisagan ar iqmneba?! Sen xom is silamaze gaqvs, rom verc erTi mxatvari ver xatavs da Sen xom iseTi Tvalebi gaqvs, romelzec verc erTi poeti leqss ver SeTxzavs?! ai aseTi xar Sen da me ra Zala madgia, rom Seni mSveniereba ase, erTi xelis mosmiT aRvwero?! amis Semdeg zedmetia sityvebi _ "me Sen miyvarxar”!...

ase gavida dro... me mTeli am xnis ganmavlobaSi Cems guls Senze veCurCulebidi da ase megona _ Sen geCurCulebodi, radgan Cemi guli da Sen, erTi mTeli iyaviT, xarT da iqnebiT da me rac ar unda movimoqmedo, Cems guls win ver aRvudgebi da ver Sevbedav imis waCurCulebasac ki, rom Sen Cemi aRar xar. Amas namdvilad ver aitans. magram, cxovreba, raoden gasakviric ar unda iyos, mSvenieri da ucnauria. isev es sityva "mSveniereba”, am sityvas xom TviT Sen mmartav?! Mme Sen gnaxe da Senma mosalmebamac ki daiwyo Zveli Wrilobebis moSuSeba. Ooriveni vTamaSobdiT, TiTqos araferi momxdariyo Cvens Soris, magram Cvenma gulebma danamdvilebiT icodnen Tu raSi iyo saqme. ubralod icodnen. Cven ki vcdilobdiT warsulze krintic ki ar dagveZra. Cveni Sexvedrebi gaxSirda da imedi, romelic me Seni pirveli danaxvisTanave Camesaxa, is dResac cocxlobs CemSi. ar unda amas detaluri ganmartva. Mme SenTvis vwer da Sen ki _ mixvdebi. araferia ori adamianis saidumloze gulis amaCuyebeli. me isic ki mixaria, rom Cven, Tumca umniSvnelo, magram raRac faruli saidumloebebi gvaqvs. me yoveli SenTan Sexvedris dros raRac ucnaurad viqcevi, iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, TiTqos suli Cems sxeuls tovebdes da Sens sxeulSi SeWras lamobdes. da roca me _ mamakaci, amdens vgrZnob Sens _ qalis mimarT, nuTu qali iseTi gulibryviloa, rom erTi wamiTac ver SeigrZnos es?! Sen me iseTive udardeli cxovreba damanaxe da maswavle, rogoric Sen xar. vcdilob Sen, mTeli Seni "me”-Ti, erTianad SegigrZno. dRes, roca Sen Cems Soriaxlos trialeb, me ukve moSuSebuli maqvs Wrilobebi. es Seni damsaxurebaa, magram sakmarisia kidev erTi Seni gauCinareba da Cemi guli mokvdeba, icocxlebs mxolod goneba, romelic Seni mexsierebiTaa gadatvirTuli da romelic, mxolod da mxolod, gulzea damokidebuli. me ukve imaze fiqrebic magiJeben, rom Cveni urTierToba SeiZleba uaresobisaken wavides.  me amas siyvaruls ver vuwodeb _ es zesiyvarulia _ yvela grZnobaze, TviT siyvarulzec ki amaRlebuli. ici, imis gamoxatvac ki, rom gagrZnobino Tu raoden miyvarxar, rogor miWirs?! Zalian, Zalian miWirs da Sen warmoidgine exla ra mdgomareobaSi vimyofebi, roca sityvebis mTel marags giZRvni. GgiJs vgavar da ar mrcxvenia am sityvis. Mmagram is mixaria, rom siyvarulma ki ar gamagiJa? Aramed, me gavagiJe siyvaruli. Sen ki exla zixar da Sens oTaxSi sawolze fexmokecili da sicocxliT saves Taflisferi TvalebiT kiTxulob sityvebs, romelic SenTvis Seiqmna. albaT, dagRale, magram cotac moiTmine da male movrCebi. ici rogor minda, rom kiTxvis dros giyurebde? Seni yoveli warbis SeWmuxvnaze, me guli SemekumSeboda, Sens yovel gaRimebaze Cems suls gaecineboda da ici yvelaze metad ra gamixardeboda? rom kiTxvis damTavrebisTanave es furclebi da es sityvebi, romlebic Seni mSvenierebis xilvis Rirsic ki ar arian, gulSi Cagekra da Tvalebidan cremli wamogsvloda, damijere Seni yurebisas me ukve didi xnis win meqnebodda dawyebuli Cumi, mamakacuri, TavSekavebuli tirili, da mTeli es furclebi, sityvebi cremlebiT dagesvelebina. Sav asoebs wminda cremlebi dacemoda da erTianad waeSala yvelaferi oriode sityvis garda. es sitvebia: "me Sen...”. es is sityvebia , romlis Tqmasac me, albaT, Seni mSvenirebis momzerali, ver SevZleb. magram vici es ase ar  moxdeba, es xom mxolod filmebsa da umetes SemTxvevebSi sasiyvarulo romanebSia...