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"CurCuliT”
mogisiCumreb
CurCuliT!... idumali xmiT, cremliani TvalebiT, mfeTqavi guliT,
mTrTolvare xelebiT, sevdiani fiqrebiT, naRvliani mzeriT, bneli sulis
sunTqviT da danisluli mogonebiT... me
es CurCuli ZilSic Camesmis da gabmuli xmiT meZaxis Cumad, mealerseba da
meubneba ".........”! ici? im Rames vinatre damsizmrebodi... Cumad Cems sulSi dadixar da mitoveb tkivils, gnatrob Tumca velodebi sazarel tkivils, Cemi fiqrebi rCeba, magram sicocxlis dReebi midis... Senze
fiqrSi dro gadis da mitoveb mZime tkivils, me meSinia Seni dakargvis.
Mmuxlmodrekili vloculob Senze, Cemi xati xar sanTliT nagebi da me ufals
vTxov arasodes Camiqros is sanTeli, romelic Cems gulSia, rom marad iyo
Sen Cems sulSi. Znelia
ipovo sityva grZnoba Cems gulSi, radgan Tavad Cemi gulia grZnoba da me
Sen gulis romeliRac nawili ki ara, aramed me Sen mTeli guli dagiTme.
Ngnatruls gnatrobdi ukve didi xnis. dageZeb Tumca, rom melandebi, Seni
aCrdili Tan damdevs ukan. Tu me is bedniereba mergo wilad, rom Zebna
damiwyo, Sengan moSorebiT nu momZebni, radgan icode da gaxsovdes, rom
me mTeli Cemi "me”-Ti SenTan var da Sens irgvliv vtrialeb. vcdilob
Sevisuntqo is surneli, romelsac Sen guluxvad afrqvev... maS ase, me
vwer imas, rasac vfiqrob da vambob imas, rasac vwer!... _..........._
Sens mSvenier, umanko suraTs vuyurebdi da akankalebuli xelebiT Seni
saxis yovel nakvTs veferebodi. iseTi SegrZneba mqonda TiTqos Sens
suraTs ki ara, Tavad Sen Segyurebdi. saubari mindoda SenTan da xmas ver
viRebdi, ar vici es risi brali iyo. Sen suraTidan mimzerdi, Tvali
TvalSi gamiyare da TiTqos TvalebiTve magrZnobinebdi, rom gambedaoba
myofnoda da meTqva rasac vfiqrobdi. Seni damatyvevebeli suraTi naTels
hfenda mTel oTaxs da raRac gansakuTrebul iers aZlevda. am suraTTan erTi
wamiT gaCerebac ki daatyvevebda nebismier, siyvarulis cecxlSi damwvar
rainds. iq, arc Tu naklebi grZnobebiT da gancdiT, raindis nacvlad, me
viyavi. mousvenrad vmoZraobdi suraTis win da yoveli nabijis gadadgmaze
Seni Tvalebi usityvod momyvebodnen. Semdeg Sens win SevCerdi da raRacis
molodinSi gatrunuli videqi. _
ici ramdeni ram Seicvala Cems cxovrebaSi im dRidan, rac Sen gauCinardi?
Tavidan ver gavaanalize momxdari situacia, magram rac ufro dro gadioda,
Cems guls siyvarulis cecxli ukve didi xnis wakidebuli hqonda da
ferfladac ki iqceoda, magram mxolod Seni saxelis xsenebac ki sakmarisi
iyo, raTa guls cremli moreoda da cecxli, romelic guls miwvavda,
erTianad STaenTqo. vcdilobdi gonebidan yvela da yvelaferi wameSala.
Bbevri ram marTla miveci daviwyebas, magram Seni saxe da saxeli Cemi
mexsierebis farglebs gascda da ara marto Cems gulSi, Cems damwvar
gulSi, aramed Cems Seryeul sulSic ki daimkvidra adgili. me ver vcnobdi
veravis, me ver vxedavdi verafers. Tvalebze bindi gadamfarvoda da am
bindSic mxolod erTs vxedavdi _ es Sen iyavi, Sen iyavi mTeli Seni
mSvenierebiT: Taflisferi, sicocxliT savse TvalebiT, Txeli
warb-wamwamebiT, patara, koxta cxviriT da sisxlisferi, momajadovebeli
bagebiT, romelze kocnac CemTvis ausrulebel ocnebad iqca. vcdilobdi
yovelnairad, rom mimxvdariyavi Tu ra uzomod miyvardi, magram es ver
SevZeli, me Sen, Cemi Sendami siyvaruli ver daganaxe. an iqneb ar
dainaxe?! albaT, ver daganaxe. me yovel Sens danaxvaze guli mZimed
micemda, araritmulad xtoda saguleSi _ Seni danaxva uxaroda, rogorc Cems
Tvalebs, romlebic Sens danaxvaze sixarulisagan farTovdebodnen. ici Seni
gauCinarebiT ramxela travma momayene?! magram me araferSi gdebdi brals,
ar SemeZlo Cemi Tavi im azramde mimeyvana, rom SenSi, damnaSave
damenaxa. rac ufro dro gadioda tkivilis Semsubuqebis magier, piriqiT,
Wrilobebi, romelic Cemma gulma miiRo, nel-nela mexsneboda. me
Seyvarebuli viyavi qalze, romelsac Seni saxeli erqva da ra gasakviria,
rom es Sen iyavi? Sen xom im xelovnebis qmnileba xar, romelic bunebaSi
adamianisagan ar iqmneba?! Sen xom is silamaze gaqvs, rom verc erTi
mxatvari ver xatavs da Sen xom iseTi Tvalebi gaqvs, romelzec verc erTi
poeti leqss ver SeTxzavs?! ai aseTi xar Sen da me ra Zala madgia, rom
Seni mSveniereba ase, erTi xelis mosmiT aRvwero?! amis Semdeg zedmetia
sityvebi _ "me Sen miyvarxar”!... ase
gavida dro... me mTeli am xnis ganmavlobaSi Cems guls Senze
veCurCulebidi da ase megona _ Sen geCurCulebodi, radgan Cemi guli da
Sen, erTi mTeli iyaviT, xarT da iqnebiT da me rac ar unda movimoqmedo,
Cems guls win ver aRvudgebi da ver Sevbedav imis waCurCulebasac ki, rom
Sen Cemi aRar xar. Amas namdvilad ver aitans. magram, cxovreba, raoden
gasakviric ar unda iyos, mSvenieri da ucnauria. isev es sityva
"mSveniereba”, am sityvas xom TviT Sen mmartav?! Mme Sen gnaxe da Senma
mosalmebamac ki daiwyo Zveli Wrilobebis moSuSeba. Ooriveni vTamaSobdiT,
TiTqos araferi momxdariyo Cvens Soris, magram Cvenma gulebma
danamdvilebiT icodnen Tu raSi iyo saqme. ubralod icodnen. Cven ki
vcdilobdiT warsulze krintic ki ar dagveZra. Cveni Sexvedrebi gaxSirda
da imedi, romelic me Seni pirveli danaxvisTanave Camesaxa, is dResac
cocxlobs CemSi. ar unda amas detaluri ganmartva. Mme SenTvis vwer da
Sen ki _ mixvdebi. araferia ori adamianis saidumloze gulis amaCuyebeli.
me isic ki mixaria, rom Cven, Tumca umniSvnelo, magram raRac faruli
saidumloebebi gvaqvs. me yoveli SenTan Sexvedris dros raRac ucnaurad
viqcevi, iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, TiTqos suli Cems sxeuls tovebdes da
Sens sxeulSi SeWras lamobdes. da roca me _ mamakaci, amdens vgrZnob
Sens _ qalis mimarT, nuTu qali iseTi gulibryviloa, rom erTi wamiTac ver
SeigrZnos es?! Sen me iseTive udardeli cxovreba damanaxe da maswavle,
rogoric Sen xar. vcdilob Sen, mTeli Seni "me”-Ti, erTianad SegigrZno.
dRes, roca Sen Cems Soriaxlos trialeb, me ukve moSuSebuli maqvs
Wrilobebi. es Seni damsaxurebaa, magram sakmarisia kidev erTi Seni
gauCinareba da Cemi guli mokvdeba, icocxlebs mxolod goneba, romelic
Seni mexsierebiTaa gadatvirTuli da romelic, mxolod da mxolod, gulzea
damokidebuli. me ukve imaze fiqrebic magiJeben, rom Cveni urTierToba
SeiZleba uaresobisaken wavides. me amas
siyvaruls ver vuwodeb _ es zesiyvarulia _ yvela grZnobaze, TviT
siyvarulzec ki amaRlebuli. ici, imis gamoxatvac ki, rom gagrZnobino Tu
raoden miyvarxar, rogor miWirs?! Zalian, Zalian miWirs da Sen
warmoidgine exla ra mdgomareobaSi vimyofebi, roca sityvebis mTel marags
giZRvni. GgiJs vgavar da ar mrcxvenia am sityvis. Mmagram is mixaria,
rom siyvarulma ki ar gamagiJa? Aramed, me gavagiJe siyvaruli. Sen ki
exla zixar da Sens oTaxSi sawolze fexmokecili da sicocxliT saves
Taflisferi TvalebiT kiTxulob sityvebs, romelic SenTvis Seiqmna. albaT,
dagRale, magram cotac moiTmine da male movrCebi. ici rogor minda, rom
kiTxvis dros giyurebde? Seni yoveli warbis SeWmuxvnaze, me guli
SemekumSeboda, Sens yovel gaRimebaze Cems suls gaecineboda da ici
yvelaze metad ra gamixardeboda? rom kiTxvis damTavrebisTanave es
furclebi da es sityvebi, romlebic Seni mSvenierebis xilvis Rirsic ki ar
arian, gulSi Cagekra da Tvalebidan cremli wamogsvloda, damijere Seni
yurebisas me ukve didi xnis win meqnebodda dawyebuli Cumi, mamakacuri,
TavSekavebuli tirili, da mTeli es furclebi, sityvebi cremlebiT
dagesvelebina. Sav asoebs wminda cremlebi dacemoda da erTianad waeSala
yvelaferi oriode sityvis garda. es sitvebia: "me Sen...”. es is
sityvebia , romlis Tqmasac me, albaT, Seni mSvenirebis momzerali, ver
SevZleb. magram vici es ase ar moxdeba, es xom mxolod filmebsa da umetes SemTxvevebSi sasiyvarulo romanebSia... | |
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